Some days, like today, the pain is so heavy that is hard to breath. I miss you more than I ever believed it was possible to miss someone. I am in a lonely, dark place, still trying to navigate this world without you. Barely managing. Amidst all the Chriatmas bustle, I just want one thing.
I want my dad.
I want my dad.
I am not sure how we will get through the holidays without you. Mom is broken. The kids still miss you terribly. The void you left will never be filled. Our family will never be whole again.
Clearly, Dad, I'm having a rough time. You've been gone 7 months and so far, not much is getting easier. Yes, there is an ok day now and then. But that is all.
I want my dad.
Love your sunshine.
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